i've got too much on my mind and i haven't been feeling quite myself and i wish i knew what was wrong, but i think it's really a combination of things. it doesn't help that you haven't spoken to me in nearly two weeks. and i'm tired of being the only one who strikes up conversations ever since you moved three and a half hours away. i'm out of energy. if you wanted to talk to me, you would. and i haven't received a text or anything in almost two weeks. so what does that tell you? i just feel like a mess and i feel like i'm just going to end up exploding.